i am so fortunate to be where i am today. i have never felt so certain or so filled with hope. i have never felt so proud in my life.

i feel as if ive been in a coma and waken up. so many people and teachers have guided and helped me... today i talked to bill, the 1st teacher i met at calarts. talking to him made me recharge my energy; i just was glad to see a familiar face.

gosh in this life... we dont know what we have until we are faced with hardship... everything that has happened has made me who i am today. the best therapy for me has been talking to people, giving to people, just opening up to the world around me. tomorrow will be amazing. and so will the day after tomorrow be.

here we meet again. facing insomnia . i raided the kitchen and succumbed to the quietness of night. the only sound is my gasping for air and the only feeling is my cold hands and my burning eyes. 

how can i ever explain how i feel.  

drawing makes me very happy !



god i have no idea how to use this...Boo.. i feel like a complete dummy.